Heaven Interrupted by Reality

Last night I had such a beautiful dream. It made me so happy. Its one of the only times I’ve dreamt in first person.

I felt someone’s arms around me. I recognized who’s they were, instantly. His touch is completely different to me than anyone else’s is. I recognized his comforting scent and laid there in his arms listening to his heartbeat. It was so peaceful and happy. When I woke up and the pain came rushing back to my heart. It once again felt like my heart was shattering into a million pieces with me fanatically trying to hold it together. I tried to sleep again. I tried to throw myself back into the dream. But it was gone. Lost. My heaven had been ripped away again.

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